If you are at the point where you are ready to seriously consider the existence of viruses, check out this excellent piece by the late Shawn Siegel. It quickly drives the point home that virology is pseudoscience, as seen in the unscientific methods employed in virus isolation.
In the end, vaccination is a twisted ethic that calls evil good and good evil, and just a repackaging of the Satanic lie from the Serpent in the Garden of Eden: “Ye shall not surely die”.
“After the terrible results I have seen from vaccination, I should as soon think of bringing my child to the fangs of a cobra, as risking the poison of vaccination.” — Reverend John Postlethwaite, 1876
“Many of the men were feeling headachy but the doctors discovered that just before they boarded a train for Gettysburg, they had received typhoid fever shots. … The next morning, alarming reports started to reach me. Some of the new men, I was told, were registering high fevers and were obviously very ill. The camp surgeon immediately took countermeasures Before noon, ‘Spanish flu’ was recognized.”
For those considering whether viral contagion is scientific, check out this debate between Dr. Mark Bailey & Dr. Kevin McCairn. The topic is, “SARS-CoV-2: Does it Exist?”